My Lost Love

•|| THIRTY-EIGHT ||•

•|| Understandings ||•

She can feel his gaze on her face, she can feel his fresh minty breaths and his whisper gave her shiver down her spine, her legs tremble a bit those feeling vanished her all anger from past, everything vanished now she just remembers there past moments, beautiful moments. She slowly opens her eyes and raises them looking like I'm his brown hazel ones, she loves looking at his eyes but those eyes gave her shivers,
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The feelings were unknown but unforgettable, their skin gave them shivers. They were so in each other and forget about everything, he pulls her by the waist, a little closer. She gasped at the sudden movement. He looks into her eyes, his one hand on her waist and the other one is on her right cheek, stroking slightly with his thumb.

He slowly kisses her forehead and his lips were there for like minutes, she didn't know how long his lips were on her forehead. She closed her when he kisses her eyes lightly. They again glance at each other and again he kissed her both cheeks and that makes her blushed like strawberries. He pecks her nose and joins their foreheads looking at each other.

His right hand went to her back soothing slowly and gently, making her relax. She knows that he trying to make her comfortable, she is feeling anxious because he touches her after all these years although his touch makes her relax at the same time she felt apprehensive.

Sidharth looks at her again and kisses her forehead and her nose, he looks into her eyes. He was asking permission or not she didn't know but her mind is talking about something else and her heart is telling different things, he put a delicate peck on her lips and look her again,

Sana didn't know what to do, she had both feelings, she felt another peck on her lips again which stayed long enough to feel. He felt good that she didn't push him away and giving him a chance and the third time he pecks her lips and waits for a little longer for her movement, he wants to kiss her hungrily but he can't do that, he loves her and he wants to show his love to her,

Sana was in a dilemma, in two kisses her didn't close but she can see his closed eyes well, she knows her love her she can feel everything through his actions. But when he kisses her the third time and didn't move she could get the idea that he wants her too but somewhere in her heart she couldn't. She wants some time more for these extra activities.

Sana slowly shifts her face and his lips land on her left cheek, he gets the idea that she did not feel comfortable so he pecks her left cheek and gave her a genuine smile. Sana look into his eyes then bend her head down, he pulls her face up with his index finger. Tears were visible in her eyes he slowly left her waist and hold her face in his palms and wipe her tears with his thumbs.

"Did I make you uncomfortable, Sana?"... He whisper, she didn't say anything and hold his hand which was on her cheek,

"No! I-I just- it's just early for me to move,"... She pauses and he nods in understanding,

"Sidharth, I am ready for a new start with you, but I also can not proceed with this promptly, I need time for this and it's like-".... She said and hold in between,

He understands her but he is happier when she called his name and the new start, this makes him so happy. He waits for her complete, he understands her feeling that's why he holds her both hands and gave her a squeeze which makes her realise to complete, she looks in his eyes,

"It's like this moving very fast and I want to do everything like the first time, date and all. I want time Sidharth,"... She confided him and he hugs her and rubs her back,

"I understand you, don't worry Jaan!"... He calls her that after so long and this makes her smile she hugs him back and this makes her face unknowingly went to his neck,

He can feel her whiffs on his neck and he felt good he didn't stop stroking her back, she smiles and turn her face towards the kids and then reality hits her, its hits her badly, she saw Siddhi and now she has the biggest secret that makes her more worried.

Tears came in her eyes and she thinks how will she tell him about her, how? This makes her tremble. He felt her trembling and he holds her right hand win her back and whispered, everything gonna alright,

"Let's go, mom is waiting for us,"... He asks her pulled her out and holding her face, she nods, he about to move back when she said,

"Sidharth, I want to tell you something,"... He nod and wait for her,

"Not now, but at the right time, it's about something, you need to know,"... She told him and he can feel the nervousness in her voice,

"It's okay, anytime soon,"... He consoles her and hugged her,

"Sana you took Monu, and I will pick Siddhi,"... He told her and she gently picks Monu in her arms and Sidharth pick Siddhi.

They went to their car and Sidharth unlock it with wireless keys and first, he put Siddhi gently on the back seat in a sitting position and buckle her seatbelt and after that, he did the same to Monu, she smiles seeing his care for the kids. At the same point, she felt bad for both kids because one didn't have the father love and the other didn't have the mother love.

When he settles Monu on the back seat, he was in the passenger seat side and the sake him open that gate for her. She smiles and set on the passenger seat. He came and settle down on the driving one and he saw she didn't wear her seatbelt, he bends towards her and this makes her stiff for a moment thinking something else, he makes buckle her seatbelt and he can feel her stiffness, a naughty smirk played on his lips and he peck her cheek. Which make her more blush.

During the drive, he laughs, remembering her blushed face and the make her irritate and she slaps his shoulder and turns her face with a pout, he giggles seeing her behaviour and hold her hand. She felt good when he holds her hand, they didn't know that they were behaving like teenagers I love.

They reach home, this drive was wonderfully after so long for them and again and pick Siddhi and Sana pick Monu in her arms and he locks the car. First, they went to his home, he opens the gate with spare keys without disturbing his Mom and Di. They went in and Sana put Monu and his bed. She recently to knows that Monu starts sleeping with his dad which makes her happy. 

She laid him and cover him with a blanket after removing his shoes and turn on the AC to a minimum temperature. Sidharth felt good seeing her taking care of his son without any difficulties. They move out quietly without making noise for Monu or others. They went to her flat after lock his.

They reach there and Sana opens her flat and he went to her directly because he knows that Siddhi sleeps with her Mamma.
Sana came after them and see him tucking her in a blanket, she smiles and waits for him, he turns and saw her smiling leaning on the door.

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