The End of 2019 (and Maybe This Sub)

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1/1/20

So....during winter break I haven't really thought about Cross or Mouse at all. Haven't gave them a thought. I will no longer be continuing this journal/diary when school starts up again (January 6th) unless something magically happens and Cross is still in the class and I'm still all heart eyes for him.

Speaking of Cross, I caught feelings for him again. He posted a happy New Years pic of him and I-

 He posted a happy New Years pic of him and I-

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And during this break I uh- I did some things. I joined the motha truckin circus. No I didn't join the circus. I am the circus.

So a few months ago this girl at my math table was gushing over some TikTok boy named Peyton Moormeier

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So a few months ago this girl at my math table was gushing over some TikTok boy named Peyton Moormeier

And she's gushing over him and I am like "imagine liking a guy with no actual talent aka a Tiktoker" (I didn't say this to her

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And she's gushing over him and I am like "imagine liking a guy with no actual talent aka a Tiktoker" (I didn't say this to her. I just thought it.)






Welp here's my big clown moment....




I ended up crushing on Mr. Alvaro Romero🤡.

Like he's just been hitting so different lately😊🤡

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Like he's just been hitting so different lately😊🤡.
"iMAgInE LiKInG A tIKtOkER 2,500 mILeS AwAY FrOM yOU" haha...couldn't be me😅.
Bitches be falling for boys all the way across the country from them...WELL I'M BITCHES, OK???"
Not gonna lie I watch Alvaro's TikToks and I start crying just cause he's so cute.

WELL I'M BITCHES, OK???" Not gonna lie I watch Alvaro's TikToks and I start crying just cause he's so cute

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Overall I kind of think these subliminals worked. Although Cross and I aren't dating or Mouse and I for that matter, I did have some good times with them and I'll cherish the memories I made.

ALSO
I might start doing another subliminal journal for weight loss so look out for that.

Ok I think I'm done with this journal (or am I?) so thank you for taking the time to read this. I know these last few entries have seemed rushed but that's because I've clearly been slacking and I wanted to get these out before school started.♥️

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