End Of Flashback
LISA's POV
They say that our hearts are built to withstand pain.
They are elastic and malleable, powerful enough to pump two thousand gallons of life through our bodies every single day. They hold oceans in their walls, they are so much stronger than we give them credit for.
But is it really?
Can it withstand that much pain?
How long can it hold on until it burst into tiny pieces?
How will you able to mend it? When it's not only your heart that is in need of fixing?
How do you find your self after you lost your soul?
How do you fix yourself when a part of you died and there's no way you'll be able to do to bring it back.
And no matter what you do, there was no way to comfort it.
These are things I ask myself after I found out everything about Chaeyoung.
About how she had planned and dedicated more than half of her life just to be a doctor.
Not just a doctor but a cardiologist.
She had dedicated all her life and her dreams for only one specific person.
Her dad.
She was only 10 when her family found out about her dad's health condition. His heart was failing.
She was adamant even at an early age of the career she would take. She wanted to be that person to treat his dad's condition.
And she made it. From sweat and blood and sleepless nights and wasted youth.
She became the exact person she had planned and dreamt.
Everything was settled.
Even the date of the operation.
But then the fuckin pandemic happened.
Chaeng got the virus from work and she was put in coma for weeks.
And on the day she woke up, she lost her dad forever.
He never made it.
Cause he died on heart attack.
Tell me, how will you be able to heal from that?
I can still remember her questions a while ago..
"Have you ever experience losing someone and felt that it was actually your fault?"
"How do you forgive yourself for that?"
Damn, I would give everything I have just for her to heal again.
It makes me more mad, more furious..
Why do the kindest souls have to be the one to suffer the most?
I held Chaeng gently in my arms.
Careful enough not to break her, for she was already broken inside.
"Chaeng..."
"What can I do to make it stop?"I whispered at her while wiping her tears.
"I don't know."
"I ask that myself everyday." she said in between sobs.
I stood up and reach for her hand.
"Will you come with me?" I said offering my hand at her.
"Where are we going?"
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