Only You - [Lip Gallagher]

i hate being in love with a Gallagher

The past two days have been a blur. Ian and Carl are gone, Lip is fucking that geriatric. One good thing is Kev and V are back together, at least some things are back to normal.

I walk into the kitchen to see Fiona and Gus, "Oh, shit. Sorry." I apologize for interrupting their conversation and quickly walk towards the stairs, "Hey, glad you're home. You okay?" Fiona asks me and I turn back towards her, "Yeah, I'm just gonna lay in the boys room." "Debs was fucking Derek upstairs." Fiona informs me and my jaw drops, "Holy shit." I mutter and walk upstairs into Ian, Carl, and Liam's room.

I sigh as I see two empty beds and Liam sleeping all alone. "This house is too quiet." I mutter to myself as I lay in Ian's bed.

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I wake up to the sun beaming on my face, Liam tapping my leg and Debs arguing with Fiona, "Hi, Liam." I yawn, "Let's go get you some breakfast." I say, getting up and grabbing his hand, "What's going on?" I ask as the girls are yelling in the bathroom, "Ask her." Fiona scoffs and takes Liam's hand, "Let's go eat, buddy." She says, quickly going downstairs. "Debs, what's going on?" I ask, leaning against the sink; grabbing my toothbrush and begin brushing my teeth. "I want a baby and Fiona is treating me like a kid." Debbie scoffs, "Like you haven't raised Liam half of your life." I chuckle and spit out the toothpaste, "Right! Thank you!" Debbie groans, "Heard you were having sex last night?" I ask, wiping the water from my mouth, "Yeah, not the first time with Derek; maybe the third." "Good shit. Are you both trying for a baby or how is that going?" I ask, "I'm on the pill." "So what's the issue?" "Exactly!" "Wait, when did you start the pill?" I ask, "Maybe about four days ago." She shrugs, "And did you have sex with him the first day you started taking it?" I panic slightly, "Yeah, why?" "Shit, Debs. Have you taken a test?" I ask and she shakes her head, "I bought one, I just haven't taken it yet." "Let me know how that goes. Take it soon." I say, patting her shoulder and walking away, "Would you support me?" Debbie asks, "Like I told you when you were little, I'll always be here for you, always your friend." We smile at each other, "Thank you, Sade." "Of course, babe." I say, walking back into the room and laying down. I'm going to hibernate here until Ian gets back, I don't want to move.

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"Sup, Sadie." Mickey says, walking into the room, "Hey, have you heard from him?" I ask, sitting up, "No, you?" He asks and I shake my head. All of a sudden Mickey kisses me and I push him off, "Mick what the hell?" I ask and wipe my mouth, "Shit, sorry, I don't know what got into me. I just miss Ian and seeing you actually be a badass the other day really turned me on and you're just kinda sexy, fuck." Mickey explains and sits down on Ian's bed with his head in his hands, "It's okay, I miss him too." I sit up next to him and rest my head on his shoulder, rubbing his back, "Lip is fucking his professor." I confess, "He's fucking around again." Mickey asks, I nod, "Yup." Mickey chuckles "He's so smart yet so dumb." I rant about Lip, "You really care about him?" Mickey asks, "You care about Ian?" I look over at him, he nods, "Exactly." I sigh and Mickey lays down, "Both our men are gone." I groan and look down at him, "Hey yours is just fucking other girls mine is actually gone." Mickey teases and I punch his stomach, "Fuck off." I mutter, "I hate being in love with a fucking Gallagher." I say and rest my head against the wall, "Me fucking too." Mickey says and puts his arms behind his head, "Me too." He repeats quietly.

Debs then barges in the room, "Sadie. I'm pregnant." She blurts out, holding the test out for me to see and my eyes almost pop out of my head, "Holy shit Debs, Congrats!" "Fiona is gonna kill you." Mickey says, "Totally." I say bringing my knees to my chest, "Well, I'm keeping it and I'm very happy to be having a baby, I'm choosing my family." Debbie says then walks away. "Jesus Christ." Mickey and I mutter as she leaves the room, "Speaking of babies, how's Yven?" I ask, he shrugs, "How the fuck should I know?" He scoffs and gets up, "Mick, it's your son." I say back furrowing my eyebrows, "Later." He says and leaves the room. "Sade, go talk to your man while you can. You two gotta work this shit out, you gotta be a part of this family somehow, we need you." Mickey turns back around and says, I nod, "I'll be here no matter what." I say, "Sade if he gets some other bitch pregnant one day you'll be too hurt to be here. We all fucking need you, kid." Mickey sighs, "Go."

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I decided Mickey was right, if he did ever get someone else pregnant or marry someone else it would kill me and it's not like I can do the whole 'get with your brother for revenge' thing. We need to find a common ground.

"Please don't be fucking right now." I say, with my eyes closed as I open his door, "No, just studying." Lip says and I open my eyes and lay in his bed, "How's the Cougar cage?" I ask, "I don't like it. I don't want to do it but it's almost like she's forcing me at this point." Lip sighs and turns in his chair to face me, "You signed up for that." I sigh and sit up, "I didn't know I'd fuck her and I didn't know she'd keep making me." Lip explains, "See you tomorrow." I say, "Leaving?" He asks, I nod, "I have an 8 am." I say as I grab his doorknob, "Sadie, you came here for a reason. Talk." He says, stopping me from leaving, "I just wanted to ask about that." I lie only slightly, "Sadie, you wouldn't come here just for that. What's going on?" Lip asks, moving from his chair to his bed, "Mickey had a really good point today and I decided to listen to his advice." "Mickey Milkovich?" Lip snickers, "Yes." I smile and sit back down in his bed, "He said we should work this out. I agree, we should find a common ground where neither of us can get hurt; mostly me." I say, "I'm trying to get out of this Sade, I seriously only want you. Same shit every time but you're the only one I want. I don't know how I get into all of these messes." Lip sighs, "Because you think with this head and not this one." I point to his dick then his brain, "But I should listen to this." He says and points to his chest, "This one belongs to you." He says and I sigh, "I-" Just as I go to speak my phone rings; it's the police station, "Holy shit." I mutter as I answer and put the phone on speaker, "Hello?" "Would you like to accept this collect call from Mickey?" Mickey's voice breaks the automated line, "Yes!" I shout, "Connecting." "Sade?" "What the fuck, Mick?" "Ian is home, he broke up with me and then Sammi showed up and she tried to shoot me. Cops caught us both as we were running, she told them that you beat the shit out of her and I locked her in the crate for a week whatever whatever. I'm being charged with attempted murder and assault." "You took the as-" "Yeah, just make sure Ian is okay, I'll call you when I can to see how everything is going. Love you, do what I said." Mickey says, he sounds stressed and upset; it breaks my heart. "I love you too Mick, be safe." I say and the line clicks, "He took the assault charge for me." I say, shocked and relieved, "Holy shit." Lip says, as I dial up the Cook County Juvenile Detention Center, "Cook County JDC how can I help you?" "Hi, can I be put on the phone with Carl Gallagher? It is a family emergency." I ask nicely in hopes they'd approve, "One moment please." She says and I get put on hold, "What are you doing?" Lip whispers, "Sammi wants to fuck with my family, I'm gonna fuck with hers." I say and then the line connects, "Hello?" Carl sounds confused, "Hi baby, can you do me a favor?" "Anything for you." Carl says and I furrow my eyebrows, "Is he being flirty?' I mouth to Lip and he is holding back a laugh, "Uh yeah don't get in trouble but I want you to do what you gotta do with Chuckie." "On it." Carl says, "Hope you're doing alright, I love you." I say, "Love you too, shawty." Carl says and hangs up, "What the hell was that?" I furrow my eyebrows again at my phone, "8 more months can't come fast enough." I sigh and throw my phone down. "I think he's doing just fine." Lip teases and I punch his arm, "So what's up with us, whatare we doing?" I ask, "Sadie, I want you to marry me." My eyes widen, "What?" He grabs a box from his side table, "Not now of course but, I just want to give you this promise ring. In promise I won't fuck up again. I know I've said it a shit ton of times but I hope this shows it a little better than what I do." Lip says, revealing a silver ring with a small green heart.

God, I fucking hate being in love with a Gallagher.